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31 January 2007 @ 06:12 pm
All Of It All of Me  
And put them on display.

I'm multilingual but even if I told you in 40 languages, you would never understand it is the end. Because it is and it always was. This is what I have become, I'm don't wait for anyone but I am late for everyone. And that is the way I like it.

The thing about Ukraine, it has made me into a woman, or just a very aware and cleaned up version of a girl. I came here and within a month I realized the shit my sister was pulling, and it really wasn't shit, it is just how she is, a comptetive young girl. And then I realized, it isn't that she is pretty, it is because she holds her back straight and head up high. Her clothes are clean and she smells like a pretty flower. And she can play the game well beyond her years. Or well beyond my years.

But it seems, that I have forgotten that I am Ukrainian. Ukrainian blood that has traveled from Kiev, to horse drawn wagons and bound mouths in Poland, eventually to France and finally to Chelsea. And here I am sitting in this fucking country where I was kicked out of in the first place. But enough of that, to make it short, I've learned to utilize my (not so) Ukrainian roots and give hugs and kisses on cheeks.

But yeah. I have a question, to anyone that reads this journal. Is it so bad that I am Jewish. Do you want to kill me, stick a knife in me, or put a gun to my head. Do you want to kill me furture children, burn down my house, maybe skin my cat. I don't know. I couldn't tell you what I did that was wrong. Oh wait, I was born and I want your money and I want the world, oh yes I forgot to say, I have a secret society of other Jewish people to burn your children and make them into Matzah. So it is out, the secret is out. But seriously, I don't know what I did. Just don't tell me that you hate jews, and then ask me out on a date, I hate that.


Ya stidno? Ya ne znaio. Procto, ya ne znaio. Cechas, ya govoro ya doych ot Mohammady, ya doytch ot Xristo, e konechno nyet Avraham. Pochemy? potomy shto, ya boyuc. Ecle te evreka v Ukraine, ti ne bi boyusha todge?
 
 
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